This is very true lar!

Green

Values:
Intellectual Achievements
Logic
Competency

Joys:
Personal Achievement
Ideas
Meeting Challenges

Strengths:
Confidence
Logical
Problem-solver

Needs:
Autonomy
Truth & Facts
Accuracy

Frustrations:
Unfairness
Incompentence
Nonsense Rules

At work you are conceptual and an independent thinker. For you work is play. You are drawn to constant challenge in career, and like to develop models, explore ideas, or build systems to satisfy your need to deal wth the innovative. Once you have perfected an idea you prefer to move on leaving the project to be maintained and supported by others

In love you prefer to let your head rule tour heart. You dislike repetition, so it is difficult for you to continuously express your feelings. You beleive that once feelings are stated, they are obvious to a partner. You are uneasy when your emotions control you. You want to establish a relationship, leave it to maintain itself, and turn your energies back to your career.

In childhood you appeared to be older than your years and focused on your greatest interests, achiveing in subjects that were mentally stimulating. You were impatient with drill and routine, questioned authority, and found it necessary to respect teachers before you could learn from them.


i really feel this is damn true lar! hahah! as in everything is like ME! yay!

wow its been almost a month!

well its almost been a month since ive posted here and since im so nice i shall! hahah
okay well... ive kinda been pestered by some looney loser on my tag box... some girl name elaine...
i dont even know if she is really a SHE! hahah anyways thats that!

so yeah been doing quite well for my recent tests and all so yeah kinda happy bout that!
anyways yeah its been kinda stress especially when prelims are like exactly a month away and like i hear friends are like chionging and all and im being so slack?
where has my sense of urgency gone? is somthing wrong with me?

and well... i think i found out who my real friends are seriously...
the people who dont really care bout the differences you have but they accept the fact that you are who you are!
i know this is kinda clique but its true!
like for example they know i cant play basketball but they see that im trying. and they accept me for who i am! hahah!
thats real friendship!

anyways yeah! life is good haha so far? hahah!
so yeah! thats bout it will post more next time im here hehe! cya!
bleah!\

SCOTT!

Well thought this day would never come but it did... sianess continues...

alright so well... chinese orals are over and listening compre is next in line...
hahaha wads there to like learn bout it? hahaha! i dunno! hahah
anyways yeah! hahahah! so well... thats that!
chemistry is being a killer man! i tell you ah! its like lots and lots of memory work! i cant imagine doing it with physics too! im just gonna die! hahahah! i tink! hahaha
anyways yeah! hahaha!

okay so lots of things have been on my mind especially like from 6+ onwards...
hahah... well for one marcus asked me this very simple question!

cos we were talking bout change for some reason and suddenly... he asked:

"Scott, have you changed?"

i tell you i was totally freaked out i didnt know how to answer him...
haiz... so i guess i have to think bout that!

then few other things happened along the way that really really affected me...
i guess i havent been thinking or something... i dunno!
but yeah!

have you ever had this feeling like a situation or something would never happen to you...
or
even the complete opposite?
that means you knew that that something was gonna happen but you just didnt know when?

well thats how i felt...
i tell you it was the most confusing moments when it strikes you!
but as usual i just kept my emotions to myself hahah!
stupid of me right... but yeah thats how i am!
okay okay so yeah i dunno wad to say now... my mind my heart and my soul are like mixed up and i think in the wrong places...
its like a mind heart soul rojak in me now... hahah! how pitiful!
hahaha being a mess aint gonna get me anywhere haiz...

PULL UP YOUR SOCKS SCOTT!
YOU BLOODY MORON GET OVER IT!

damn... i dunno what to do....
SOCCER... I NEED SOCCER BADLY RIGHT NOW!
DESTRESS!
GOD PLS MAKE A WAY!

hahaha okay okay since so many ppl have been bugging me on my tag box to update i shall! hahah
so well... this weekend has been a fast and well... normal one? hahah yeah!
with Os nearing and my chinese oral on this coming wednesday... hahaha
im feeling the pinch of anxiety and well... excitement...

lets start with saturday:
well... had to get up like super early can?
cos i had to be in school like a normal day timing for engliah prelim oral...
shall not dwell on that... ahaha
just know reading was crapped up but the rest was okay...
hahha thank God and Mrs Rama...
hahaha!

anyways yeah then took my time to go down to town for my usher team core team meet...
okay was suppose to meet but then.... like only half my core team turned up so... ahaha
yeah you get the point...
oh oh oh and we have a new usher VYLAN! hahah
at first he was kinda quiet kinda reserved but yeah!
talked to him and like tried to explain wad ushers do and is/are about...
hahha its so surprising that he is only P6 can? hahaha
anyways yeah! we have a new addition thank God! hahaha

okay so well... service was normal procedure... but only that we had 6 ushers...
7 after praise hahah! (wont blog bout this hahah)
so yeah God really spoke to me during worship... the song bout walking on water and all has yet again got my mind thinking...
this isnt the first time this week that God used the example of Jesus and Peter walking on water to speak to me...
i dunno why but this just stands out more than everyother thing that is said...
i guess God has a clear msg to tell me...

"sometimes... you have to step out in faith Scott! i know it maybe hard but sometimes you have to trust God so much that you know that in whatever obsticales and hinderences that may face you, I am always there for you... thru thick and thin... Good times or Bad times... You should know that I always cheering you on and bringing you true everything! Leave your boat behind and follow me... come to me... i have already took 99% of the way the other 1% is all you! its whether you wanna come to me or stay in ur security and safety which is it?"

it really got me thinking this few days... the whole week i think....
shall meditate on this again and again for the next week or so...

so yeah then when service finished... had to help the second service ushers put up some of the unit tags and all... hahaha
debriefed then it was off to lunch!
okay well lunch was okay i guess... heard MJ teasing Cheehwee cos Michael Owen is going to Man Utd! hahaha
then yeah lunched and left for the chalet...
had to skip unit shepherds meet and marcus's meeting.... haiz...

chalet was alright... hahaha fun at least... erm... it was cos it was my dad's company's 10th anniversary so kinda big thing! hahaha kinda cool lar they hired professional BBQ-ers and all! hahaha!
the cake was mega and there was a sound system enough to cater to the whole block...
not forgetting the alcohol hahah! i might have had a cup or 2 but i was okay lar it was diluted so not that bad! not like some of the adults who had 1 cup too many... hahah! never seen those who got drunk like that before sia! hahaha.... funny and also scary at the same time!
okay so lets see... there were 3 ppl who got drunk!

1. hahaha my dad's general manager (Singapore office)- hahaha he i think is the least drunk out of the 3 although he was walking unstablely and all can tell that he is still sane which is good hahaha!
2. the 2nd is also a general manager but from the KL office- hahaha just to say... he started drinking at 4+, 5 hahaha can you imagine? hahah! the sun wasnt even down yet... hahaha... so yeah when he got drunk it was like 8+,9 so yeah hahah! started shouting and screaming... he couldnt even walk properly lar and he still continued drinking! hahaha! and and and he drove to downtown east so i was so scared that he would try driving home from there sia!
   
3. the next was the most drunken one! wah damn jialat he reached the limit that he knocked out on one of the tables and the rest had to carry him back to the room! on the way to the room... he vomitted sia! everything came out! the wine... food and all! hahaha crazy sia! hahaha shall not elaborate anymore hehehe!
   

so yeah then reached home at bout 1245 plus... then slept at 1 plus! hahaha

Sunday:
woke up at 11 plus... hahaha kinda refreashing sia! although felt a bit light headed but i think i was okay! hahaha!
so slacked around at home till like 145 plus when i received a call from MJ... he was eating lunch so hahah went down to meet him and daryl then went to meet the rest at farrer park mrt...
so yeah hahaha then went home to get the ball and its back to farrer park MRT... when i reached they decided to go to farrer park field so just nice hahah!
yay! started first team... not the most ideal position but its a test ahaha!
so yeah had some tackles here and there but yeah! played when it wasnt raining so thank GOD! hahaha
erm... yeah so yeah the score ended with a 6-2 we lost! but its experience that counts...
we never expected to win so yeah! ahahaha!
just learn i guess hahah! so yeah finished the match and came home to sleep! hahaha!
now im here! hahah and not tired at all... sian im gonna die sia wad time will i sleep tonight? hahahah!
okay gtg now! hahaha
ciao ppL! tomorrow is another day!

never thought that this would happen to me...

hahaha this phrase has been used many times in life i bet for you guys out there too! haha
well... and many a times im always proven wrong...

i guess its human nature to think that "well... this would never ever happen to me" when we see something happen
and *poof* the thing happens... hahaha you may think how coincidental but i think otherwise...
anyways shall not go to that...

now i get why people get angry when ppl constantly to relax...
its just pure irritating! i get it!
so so so yeah i've got lots of things to blog about but well... somethings are better left untalked and unblogged about! hahaha!

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next word is 'clarify'

so well... clarify clarify clarify...
what else can i say bout this word? haha!
i mean like okay it maybe easier said then done but i dunno...
i mean like its scary not knowing the reactions that you may get from the people you are clarifying with but i dunno...
its really getting complicated...

so i really dunno!
bleah!

act blur live longer?

hahaha always have been thinking bout that phrase and well...
i think i cant act blur anymore... like seriously acting is really hard work...
but someone is taking it quite well... hahah! i dont know how that person does it but yeah

my conscience really eats me up when i start acting but yeah hahaH!....
maybe just maybe that certain person doesnt have a conscience but who knows right?
ahahah

anyways yeah well... will acting blur let you live longer? hahah
i dunno! ahahah but well... faking really sucks...
trying to be friends even more...

well... i dunno wad to do...
hahah thanks sharms for the
"forgive and forget"
but well... its hard especially after the things a person did sometimes...
i dont know for the rest but as for me its really hard...
haiz.... i really have my hand tied up...
i really have no idea wad to do...

trashing it out will just leave me trashing the shit out of...
and well... being an actor as i said above is really tiring!
hahaha... i really dunno!

life is hard... oh wait no its not...
its the people who are in ur life that makes it hard...
and not just the ordinary ppl the people who are the real actors!
the ones who can say one thing in front of you but behind you they may just be holding a knife right at ur back waiting for ur wrong move or just wait for that chance!
seen many and really cant take them...

why cant thye just get out of my life?
haiz....
being oblivious is just not my thing...

well today can be described with 2 words....

SHIOK and FUN!

or

TIRING and ANGER-FILLED!

so take your pick... hahaha which one you wanna hear about
then come ask me... hahahah!

emotions are natural but you are just a faker...
i dont even know if you are a friend... or just a person who uses people.
i really dunno why i became friends with you in the first place...
perhaps it was a wrong decision.