Just Fine...

sup guys wow its close to 1 and im still awake
so yeah everythings okay now
juz had a slight mental breakdown caused by stress
but im okay
so gotta wake up at 730+ to get ready for NCC wad a drag
its new years eve god dammit
anyways

2morro... no wait today is gonna be a very long day
so gotta get some sleep so yeah
ciao

cant take it anymore

ahhhhhh!!!!
cant take it anymore the bloody stress is getting to me!!!
wish i had someone to talk to...!

Don't think I can take it
Wake me when it's over

tried to drown myself in music but it didnt work
tried playing PS2 but it also didnt work
wad to doooooo.......!!!

why is everything so... so fugded up

need to relieve my damn stress right now...
everythings seems like a mess

I wish you were here with me

sup guys
haha as usual i have no time to update my blog unlike SOME people who have too much time
(alvin if u r reading this i'm talking bout u)
anyways lifes been the same old
im still in the christmas spirit haha
maybe coz of the 12days of christmas?
hahah i dunno
anyhow,
went to church today
had a new believer his name is yong jun
(not sure if correct spelling but yeah)
hahah cute kid haha mischievous sia haha
next year sec 1 going to st gabs
looks like he is fitting in juz nice la
so yeah

after church went over to le meridian to eat &
suddenly i heard someone call my name i turned around and i saw petrina
haha
we chatted for awhile she said her cousin having a wedding i think...
sorry la i forget things
anyways yeah she had glitter and all haha
makaned and made a hell lot of noise with the small boy haha
then went to the MRT with shipeng
while
the rest went to zone X to play
yeah thats it hmmmm...

oh yeah i recieved loads of christmas cards sia wow
didnt expect to get so many
hahah

its late gtg sleep haha
im a pig sorry la
hahahaha

Its CHRISTMAS!!!

HAHAH MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!
so its christmas but im not gonna talk bout that lets talk bout stuff that happened a few days ago like the christmas party my church held at palawan beach
okay so we had a party it was awesome hahah
although it was raining and i was wearing jeans it was fun
mingjang brought this big mat that could sit like wad 50 people?
hahah so in the end we shared it with the sisters from NED and brothers from NEA
it started late as all events would...
so left kinda early sian...
but something happen before i left and i was... no wait my mask was chosen to represent my district for the masquerade competition and i had to do a cat walk with it!!! ahhhhhh!!!
with a sister too...
sian sia
hahah ours was quite short coz of the nervousness of us
hahah
so

left at 10 with lumpy
talked with him bout church stuff and all that
after that i dropped at city hall to wait for my parents who made me wait for 30+ mins at the taxi stand lucky i found a seat and sat almost fell asleep waiting coz i was so shacked

moving on so EVE of CHRISTMAS EVE had to do some last min shopping so went to bugis street to do some watch shopping
hahah sorry la i had a tight budget and its the thought that counts lor
hahhaha
okay okay so slept at 1
coz i was chatting with charis as she had some problems
so cheered her up a little before i went to sleep

hahahahhahaha

so now the eve of christmas yesterday...
so had tuition at 9
then came back at 1030
got changed and waited for my uncle to pick us up to go to the hotel for a swim with my cousins
swimming was fun boring though hahha

okay after that slacked for 4 hours till it was time to go to my aunty's house for christmas dinner
wow i think a gain a few pounds anyways my aunty's neighbours went crazy after 12 midnight
hahah they had spray cans and all that haha not forgetting poppers hahahah
they asked us to join us but hahah it was a toxic pit hahah
they are such a lively family ahha wish we could have such a party but wad the hack my aunty's children my cousins are still young

okay gtg now got a few "monkeys"- my uncle's children, are over here so have to 'babysit' the monkeys hahaha
cya peeps

Random lines going in one direction

HELLO THERE!!!

okay so havent been blogging much coz of the amount of stuff i gotta do...
damn tired of being busy anyways...

so december has been a bit busy la coz of:

1.church camp
2.the fact that i cant stop my urge to play soccer
3.holiday trip to malaysia
4.Student Leader stuff like sec1 registration and orientation
5.tuition
6.wanting to be around my friends both church and casual

so thats most of the things on the agenda
very very very boring and tiring

hahah but on the other hand
its juz a few more days till long pants
hahah but
some how i juz dont feel like its gonna be nice wearing long pants haha
coz its gonna be hot
aiya dont care la

so 2day 2day 2day
had to wake up 6 in the morning and i still slept at 1 at night thanks to avery wong
my brother from another mother and father... haha
yeah he la nothing better to do then call me

so yeah
it was for sec 1 registration
so we had a final briefing and we all dispersed to our places
unfortunately for me i was made runner
how exhausting
haha but manage to get my hands on a walkie haha
played around with it for awhile till i got caught by the president of SLC haha
but it was fun la no need to stay at one place can move around look at all the girls haha joking
so yeah
got lots of things to do la like get replacements and all that

after that we still had another briefing for all the OGLs,orientation group leaders,
they got brief on the programme and games, which is handled by me and faiz.
it was hectic we only started planning games like yesterday but we eventually got it out in time
haha not to mention i got scolded by my parents for using the com for too long coz i was typing out the proposal...

but its all worth it i guess...
anyways gotta go cut hair but unfortunately the barber is close to day so my hair has to wait till tomorrow?
but wait 2morro is the party... there is no way im gonna cut my hair 2morro
well i guess i gotta cut it on SUNDAY
hahaha im going to procrastinate till the fat lady sings hahah

i hate long hair its like so itchy...
moreover long hair doesnt look good on me no sirry
okay gtg prepare the mask for tomoorows party hahah i dunno wad to wear leh
they say have to dress to impress but i guess a pair of jeans with a collar tee will do?
or maybe a shirt?
i dunno see how lar hor...
hahaha

okay gtg now
chao!!!

Thursday comes after Wednesday and Before Friday which is today

sup guys sorry for not posting
this few days coz i have a guest staying in my house and his from thailand so had to bring him around singapore

haha i think i can work as a tour guide for my dad sia =)
so yeah brought him to orchard road took the hipo tour bus-
the purple colour, double decker but no roof
yeah we saw the christmas light up and all it was so cool
anyways yeah then yesterday took him shopping

met avery at orchard mrt coz i did not know where the nice shoe shops were

we were at orchard then he went into the nike B.I.R.D store at lido and he liked a orange colour air force one with a blue nike logo but they did not have his size there so we could to either go to SUNTEC which was far enough or VIVO!!! which was even further so since he wanted it so badly

had not choice but to go to SUNTEC!!! so we took a train to city hall and walked...
did not know it was so far
anyways yeah had some trouble coz the people at the lido store asked the people at the suntec store to send the shoe over to lido
so they took it off the rack

after avery explained wad happen they said that they reserved the shoe so yeah
so my friend bought it for 150 bucks... wtf!!! but nvr mind as long as its not my money

so yeah gotta go get my books and long pants for next year...
play soccer later also...
then have to... wait i got nothing else to do sian...

anyways yeah thats it

*BLANK*

dear diary,
2day was... wait whow wow wow... who am i kidding...
okay lets start from the top

sup guys
okay so 2day went kinda sort kinda...... okay u know wad im saying....
anyways the day started off pretty stuck up coz:
my nose was bleeding...
my head was hurting...
had tuition at 9 which as is kinda early... for me at least....
so yeah

the new fridge came 2day and i say it is B-E-A-U-TIFUL
haha its damn big sia...
yeah then i headed off to meet my friends coz one of my friends srishti yeah his birthday was yesterday so yeah...he wanted to go out
we were planning to catch a movie but there wasnt any movies that were nice or a rating that we could get into...
so we decided to use the money wisely and so we spent the money on ARCADE...
haha
i trashed their arses at outrun haha

anyways then we felt like playing socccer so we rushed back to change and off we went to play
played from 6 till 730 plus
haha first time ive played till that late

anyways yeah so now im back in from of the monitor all tired and sleepy
ZzzzzZzzzZ
hahaha
cya

Sleep After Boredom

SUPPPPPP!!!!
haha...
so 2day was kinda boring
haha i woke up at 850 when im suppose to meet ave in school at 9 so i tried rushing
then ave called me saying that i did not have to go meet him coz it was not worth going there for an hour...
awww... wad a good friend
anyways so yeah i watched a bit of tv but it was like crap...
there wasnt any nice show so guess wad...

i went to sleep hahaha...
i know im a pig but u cant blame me i was bored
anyways yeah slept till like 2ish?
yeah then woke up used the com abit...
watched abit of zoom and off i went to tuition haha
and i know its the holidays but...

moving on... i was force to play a round of monopoly my my youngest bro
wad to do my bros are such twits and irritations

and now im here staring at the montitor
typing wad i have done...
haiz okay gtg now cya

Red Bar

wow yesterday was crazy man
red bar was awesome haha
at least when FLD played but yeah

went to meet Charis, Huda and Petrina in bugis coz they did not know where red bar was...
so yeah but we had quite a hard time looking for them haha

there was a few mosh pits that form and then yeah...


so today...
had to wake up so damn early juz to go for the last minute prep and stuff for our vid
but i guess it was all worth it coz we got selected... wow
so trying to tie up the lose ends haha

anyways gtg play soccer now haha...
(sorry la cant give up soccer for anything else)
so cya

yesterday was todays yesterday

hmmm... so yesterday was really boring i went to meet ave and raphael for another day of final filming...
in the morning we did the credits which were kinda cool coz we used the white board but we took 2 hours juz to perfect the movement and all

then went for lunch coz we had to wait for jonathan soong who forgot bout it as he had golf in the morning.
after lunch we film one part where raphael would bump into jerald and get angry but after raphael realises it was jerald, his primary school friend, they exchange phone numbers and promises to catch up soon...

then we did the counselor scene where we pasted a piece of laminated paper on the door and our school counselor would juz walk out of the room and we would zoom into the name tag on the door

then jon soong came soong enough so we proceeded to do the second meeting between them,
jon was a natural he acted high as if he was really high on something...haha
damn stupid

we saw a dead frog and tried to film a few singapore frog hunters episodes damn dumb sia

im done so...
thats all folks

november

so my november has been so busy
so many things to complete
so many camps
ahhhh...
maybe thats one of the reasons why i exploded in that guys face

haiz someone juz hold me back.
haha dunno how long im gonna keep my cool.
moving on moving on

so yeah...

what i've done...

Sup people,
firstly i would like to say sorry for not blogging for so long

okay so now for 2day...
lets see 2day is kinda boring coz i woke up at 7+
went to school at bout 930 to meet raphael and avery to do editing for our film
then we split up and avery came with me to pick my bros from tuiton at bugis
then we took a bus home
haha i won ave at PES(pro evolution soccer) twice but in the end he beat me once haha
then we went to play soccer at the basket ball court

i got totally furious with one guy, he was fat and short.
damn irritating keep being damn rough so i exploded in his damn face
i rammed the ball at him
not once...
not twice...
but three times...

after that he did not dare touch me but he went after avery
haha in the end it was fun trashing their ass
and we had less people too
but it was great

oh damn...parents are back gtg
till the next post cya...

SUNDAY

okay so i had tuition yesterday
it was boring coz it was chinese
came home changed and went to play soccer haha
sorry la know im a soccer addict but wad can i say
yeah then at night at bout 9 my dad brought my bros and i to newton circle to eat ICE KACHANG
haha
that was my boring sunday

... ... ...

sorry for not posting but i have no time
anyways these few days have been boring
on sat i waited for avery for 1 whole hour at penin
but cannot blame him la his taxis got stolen from him
or is he juz making stuff up?
haha
went for a jamming session with the guys but we were 1 hour early thanks to...
AVERY for not telling me
haha avery and i went to a restuarant
he ordered a hawaiian pizza and escago(is this how u spell it?)
anyways it was nice
jerald farhan and melvin came late
they played around and after that jammed for bout 1 and a half hours before i started filming for the video
we split up after that coz melvin alvin and jerald wanted to catch paxton's new band
, remedy for (dunno wad la),
so me ave and farhan took a bus going towards novena
farhan dropped off at novena to catch a train while me and ave stopped opp. KK
ave went to farrer park MRT station while i went home

haha caught game plan and it was hilarious
the little girl is so cute
but there was a sad story behind it
so yeah thats bout my saturday

Braces...

Wait!!! wad braces i dont wear any
haha

Look i took a pic with avery>>>
and i dont have braces

anyways did some filming yesterday they use 1 whole hour juz to take 1 scene damn anyways i had some times where i was damn angry at jerald for being a jack ass but his acting was good coz he had to go so i take it back jerald im sorry...

so my braces are off and im gonna eat my godmothers fried chicken wings tonight yummmy...
haha im gonna eat till i become as fat as i was in primary school!!! haha juz joking
anyways love life is suckish... and i have small eyes...haha
i think i gotta go take a bath i have tuition at 11


hmmm tomorrow... i guess ive to skip church again coz its
another day of filming and hopefully jerald does not play around again... haha
im sure he wont...
going to a jamming studio to do the shot...
then off we go to DXO where we will be taking another shot of jerald raphael and jonathan at a gig...
its gonna be fun but i dont think i wanna go in coz its gonna cost me 12 bucks and im not gonna pay no 12 bucks juz to go in for awhile no way...
anyways we will see how it goes okay i really gtg now cya

Damn!!!

this couple of days my life has become a roller coaster
the ups and downs
the sharp left and right turns
and not forgetting the speed

haiz i really dont know wad to do
im sorry that wad i said has hurt u in anyway
i dont want our friendship to end this way
BUT
i like another girl

so yeah im sorry if ive hurt u in anyway
im sorry

HAHA NO MORE BRACES

... ...

im thinking too much again
damn why do i think so much?
i like her but i also like another girl
why cant i decide on one?
why?why?why?

which to choose?
everytime i look up in the sky i see one of em
then when i close my eyes i see the other
wad should i do
can someone give me a hint on wad i should do?
im gonna blow anytime soon

wednesday the day before thursday

okay today was alright i guess
my mom departed for thailand in the morning
my dad is home though
hmmm
spent my time juz lazing around

oh yeah haha my dad actually signed my report book

he isnt that angry after all hhaha

played soccer in the evening
wow juz realise i have been going to play everyday since monday

nvr thought

never thought we would end up this way but we did
i dont know how to explain this to you...

i used to like and i still do but...
im not sure wad to say or how to say it
it isnt as simple as i thought it was
i'm really doubting myself and not ur love

i cant take it no more i feel like my head is going to explode
i hope when u read this u understand

i still do...

i still like u but u have someone else and i know that u like him more so i wont disturb...
but i juz want to know why u still like me???
there is nutting good bout me... im juz a useless piece of furniture...
but why do u still like me???
sometimes i ask myself why does she like me...
im nutting...
im not handsome... not rich...
and you...
you r pretty and u will be able to find someone better than me but why do u like me?
u even have people juz waiting for u to notice them...

i was doubting ur feelings for me becoz u have another person in ur life and...

...

i bothered bout it but wad did u expect me to say?
u know that i care for you and how u feel but...
and i am trying to do something but u have...
and i dont wanna get in between
i know that if we dont do anything nothing will come out of this but...
please dont say i didnt bother from the start
coz i really did but...
there r so many things i wanna say to u but i guess its not for me to say
not now at least

but someday when the time is right ill tell you
but i dont think nows a good time

Why???

sian sia my dentist is on sick leave ahhhh...
why why must it be 2day? why can someone answer my question?
haiz no point crying over spilled milk so yeah
haha gonna keep the metal part of me still attached till next thursday...
haha 1 whole week sian..

still gotta start on my short film haha got the plot and script but waiting for the day haha
sian...

anyways today was boring wrestled in class sia 2day and im champ haha
damn fun no teacher nothing

so yeah went to meet the facilitator in the afternoon for the film

went to J's house after that with avery and raphael hha we had fun playing with his guitars and coming down the hill with scooters hah avery scared the shit out of J which had him cut himself with the scooter
it was cool yet dangerous coz of the cars but lucky no one was hurt badly besides J
haha oh no parents are back tell u the rest 2morro
cya

The day before today...

so yesterday was kinda boring we had talks from morning to noon which was bout SEX
anyways everybody learnt something bout it

after that me raphael and avery went to collect money from my dad for the needy ppl in my class
the money was for the class tee
anyhow we got there too late and my dad went to the bank with one of his employees
we walked to the near coffee shop but it was lunch time so we could not find a sit and gave up
so we headed back to see if my dad had come back
and still he wasnt back
we decided to juz sit there and wait for him to come back
we waited and waited
he came back 20-25 mins later
he passed me the money and off we went to maxwell food centre...hmmm foood
haha anyhow we found a sit
raphael and i ordered prawn noodle
(why do they call it prawn noodle of there was only 2 prawns in em?)
avery bought this big ass bowl of porridge and some fish... cant remeber wads it called
he said he asked for minced pork but the shop keeper gave him intestine liver and all but not minced meat
he ended up not finishing the bowl and porridge and the fish too... wad a waste
(your parents nvr teach you not to waste ah boy?)

after eating the printer for the shirt came to meet us at maxwell haha
after that all of us juz went home
i think thats it for now cya

Braces

haha braces are coming off dudes and dudettes haha...
am gonnna be free free... hahaha
ill feel so empty though with out those metal wires in my mouth... hhahhaahha

yesterday...

sup guys,
okay heres wads going on this week
on monday i had interclass soccer at the field outside school- it was so fun it was raining so the weather was great not too hot... haha... brought soccer boots haha very lucky coz the field was wet and sticky coz of the rain plus the mud... but the fun came to an end when i got tackled by a guy from 2E6 sian sia my whole shirt kena mud...

after that headed back to school to wash up and got to have a quickbite before heading back to class for contact time...

contact time was boring as always... ms ong came in to blabber at us and talk some shit... haha...
(guys stop thinking sick la)

and we were dismissed

i went to play street soccer again after school near one of my classmate's house...
the sun was so hot... haha...
thought of going to joash house to watch his advertisement but he had relatives at home...
anyways i decided to go home

on the way home my friend in my neighbourhood called me and asked if i wanted to play soccer haha obviously i could not refuse haha... so i said yes ahah
changed and off i went again playing soccer haha...

after playing soccer for 3 times at 3 different venues obviously i was wiped out... i was dragging my feet every where i went...
haiz thats yesterday for u guys haha

today...

oh 2day was juz another day

went for tuition in the morning
(i know its after the exams but its for my own gd haha)
then rushed off to kallang to meet alif, damian, jonathan chew and bryan seto
took a taxi to the cage haha
in the end we had to walk coz the taxi driver did not know where the cage was...
neither did we hahaha
so we juz walked and walked
and we found it haha
THEN...
we went to the KFC near that area
haha latif and aziz made a "BOMB"
haha they put it at a phonebooth
wah lao u should have seen how much smoke there was
haha a few people saw us
hopefully they do not make a report
haha
ate and left
went to lavenda(not sure if this is how its spelled)
sewed my rank
met avery and went
we took a taxi to meet
jerald, huimin and elaine
we watched MR. Woodcock at Cathay
haha funny show but missed like the whole first part
haha
thn rushed home coz my bro called and said my mom and dad was back
got of the hook(luckily)
thats it
haha 2morro got school
sian sia

Yesterday...

sup people,
yesterday was kinda boring with a tinge of fun
lets see
went to church...
played pool after with angus and donavan for like wad 20 mins...
parents picked me up...
went to united square where i wasted my time...
went home...
decided to go catch balls of fury...
funny but storyline a bit...
maggie q is ...
haha met nick at plaza sing later that night...
he was watching balls of fury too...
haha i was sitting like one row infront of him and i still could hear him laughing...
haha...after the movie went home watched a bit of miami ink...
and knocked out on the couch...
haiz so thats yesterday for u

hmmm...

hey people,

lets see today was boring as hell
in class waiting for every teacher to come in
and in the end juz having a free period...
so sian sia
then after having free periods till like 1235
had NCC
wah so tired la did so much marching and all but considered slack
then we had a treasure hunt
haha...the treasure wad CANDY!!!
haha ate so much that i got so high i started jumping around
(im not sure whether i was high or juz my normal self)
then came home already...
sian-ness is my best company haha
haiz hope that this doesnt continue

i was taught a lesson from charis too..:)
it goes something like this
in life, we cant always stay stagnant.
we gotta keep movin' on.
thanks CHARIS :)

haha...
okay gtg now cya:)

GREAT NEWS

Hey guys,
guess wad...
drummer boy isn't quitting haha
predicted
actually not really but yeah
happened a few times already
haiz wads happening in this sociaty we live in?
friends are angry at there friends worse still bandmates and using the band
this people should not bring conflicts between bandmates in effecting the band
haiz
hope this is the last of it
hopefully it is

Boring

today is so boring i was chosen for some filmmaking workshop
we had a chance to play with the video cams and all
we had to write out our storyboard
and worse still is that we were in school from 9 in the morning to 4 in the evening
sian...
haha
haiz
really tired now so its time to hit the hay
haha
coz tomorrow also got the same thing
ahhhh....
cya

bad bad news

now FLD is a state of emergency

alvin tan(drummer boy) has juz quit
wtf
i dont know wadswrong but i think its gotta do with the fight jerald and alvin had juz now
jerald says he might be getting a new bassist or drumer but hopefully it willl be before exile
hope that this fight would not hurt their friendship...
haiz...

EOYs are over at last = )

Haha Never thought the day would come
but it did and i'm overjoyed
-------------------------------------------
so today i went to alvin's house to play soccer after the science papers
(physics was hard i had not time to finish)
(bio/chem was okay i had 10-15 mins to rest my brain)
so where was i?
Oh yeah...
played soccer at the multi purpose court with
avery, alvin, marcus, joash, brandon g, loudes and jerald
(haha guess wad we played at 1-2 so it wad f-ing hot)
after a few matches under the hot sun we decided to swim
(words cant explain how good that was)
the water was not as hot as the weather... thank god
we played this game where a person will sit on top of another persons shoulder and we were suppose to bring down the opposing team
haha loudes carried alvin while i was carried by avery wong a.k.a monkey boy
haha and guess wad the team of the ego man(alvin) and judo boy(loudes) were no match for the team animal- justice cow(me) and monkey boy(avery)
then came the team of marcus chan a.k.a marky and jerald (fat j)...obviously jerald was carrying marky...
and we still beat them haha...
then we turned to MARCO POLO... haha we were bored
at the start of the game jerald was the person that wad suppose to catch us
then alvin threw the ball at him so he became the person catching us
we all had our fair share of close in counters with alvin being "marco"
haha in the end avery set jerald up by holding jerald...
then we played water polo with a soccer ball i might add
haha it was fun
after that we headed up to alvin's hpouse for some PIZZA...mmmmm yummy
haha
and now i'm so damn tired my face is flastered and my mom is gonna kill me
haah thats all for now...
cya