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im thinking too much again
damn why do i think so much?
i like her but i also like another girl
why cant i decide on one?
why?why?why?

which to choose?
everytime i look up in the sky i see one of em
then when i close my eyes i see the other
wad should i do
can someone give me a hint on wad i should do?
im gonna blow anytime soon

wednesday the day before thursday

okay today was alright i guess
my mom departed for thailand in the morning
my dad is home though
hmmm
spent my time juz lazing around

oh yeah haha my dad actually signed my report book

he isnt that angry after all hhaha

played soccer in the evening
wow juz realise i have been going to play everyday since monday

nvr thought

never thought we would end up this way but we did
i dont know how to explain this to you...

i used to like and i still do but...
im not sure wad to say or how to say it
it isnt as simple as i thought it was
i'm really doubting myself and not ur love

i cant take it no more i feel like my head is going to explode
i hope when u read this u understand

i still do...

i still like u but u have someone else and i know that u like him more so i wont disturb...
but i juz want to know why u still like me???
there is nutting good bout me... im juz a useless piece of furniture...
but why do u still like me???
sometimes i ask myself why does she like me...
im nutting...
im not handsome... not rich...
and you...
you r pretty and u will be able to find someone better than me but why do u like me?
u even have people juz waiting for u to notice them...

i was doubting ur feelings for me becoz u have another person in ur life and...

...

i bothered bout it but wad did u expect me to say?
u know that i care for you and how u feel but...
and i am trying to do something but u have...
and i dont wanna get in between
i know that if we dont do anything nothing will come out of this but...
please dont say i didnt bother from the start
coz i really did but...
there r so many things i wanna say to u but i guess its not for me to say
not now at least

but someday when the time is right ill tell you
but i dont think nows a good time

Why???

sian sia my dentist is on sick leave ahhhh...
why why must it be 2day? why can someone answer my question?
haiz no point crying over spilled milk so yeah
haha gonna keep the metal part of me still attached till next thursday...
haha 1 whole week sian..

still gotta start on my short film haha got the plot and script but waiting for the day haha
sian...

anyways today was boring wrestled in class sia 2day and im champ haha
damn fun no teacher nothing

so yeah went to meet the facilitator in the afternoon for the film

went to J's house after that with avery and raphael hha we had fun playing with his guitars and coming down the hill with scooters hah avery scared the shit out of J which had him cut himself with the scooter
it was cool yet dangerous coz of the cars but lucky no one was hurt badly besides J
haha oh no parents are back tell u the rest 2morro
cya

The day before today...

so yesterday was kinda boring we had talks from morning to noon which was bout SEX
anyways everybody learnt something bout it

after that me raphael and avery went to collect money from my dad for the needy ppl in my class
the money was for the class tee
anyhow we got there too late and my dad went to the bank with one of his employees
we walked to the near coffee shop but it was lunch time so we could not find a sit and gave up
so we headed back to see if my dad had come back
and still he wasnt back
we decided to juz sit there and wait for him to come back
we waited and waited
he came back 20-25 mins later
he passed me the money and off we went to maxwell food centre...hmmm foood
haha anyhow we found a sit
raphael and i ordered prawn noodle
(why do they call it prawn noodle of there was only 2 prawns in em?)
avery bought this big ass bowl of porridge and some fish... cant remeber wads it called
he said he asked for minced pork but the shop keeper gave him intestine liver and all but not minced meat
he ended up not finishing the bowl and porridge and the fish too... wad a waste
(your parents nvr teach you not to waste ah boy?)

after eating the printer for the shirt came to meet us at maxwell haha
after that all of us juz went home
i think thats it for now cya

Braces

haha braces are coming off dudes and dudettes haha...
am gonnna be free free... hahaha
ill feel so empty though with out those metal wires in my mouth... hhahhaahha

yesterday...

sup guys,
okay heres wads going on this week
on monday i had interclass soccer at the field outside school- it was so fun it was raining so the weather was great not too hot... haha... brought soccer boots haha very lucky coz the field was wet and sticky coz of the rain plus the mud... but the fun came to an end when i got tackled by a guy from 2E6 sian sia my whole shirt kena mud...

after that headed back to school to wash up and got to have a quickbite before heading back to class for contact time...

contact time was boring as always... ms ong came in to blabber at us and talk some shit... haha...
(guys stop thinking sick la)

and we were dismissed

i went to play street soccer again after school near one of my classmate's house...
the sun was so hot... haha...
thought of going to joash house to watch his advertisement but he had relatives at home...
anyways i decided to go home

on the way home my friend in my neighbourhood called me and asked if i wanted to play soccer haha obviously i could not refuse haha... so i said yes ahah
changed and off i went again playing soccer haha...

after playing soccer for 3 times at 3 different venues obviously i was wiped out... i was dragging my feet every where i went...
haiz thats yesterday for u guys haha

today...

oh 2day was juz another day

went for tuition in the morning
(i know its after the exams but its for my own gd haha)
then rushed off to kallang to meet alif, damian, jonathan chew and bryan seto
took a taxi to the cage haha
in the end we had to walk coz the taxi driver did not know where the cage was...
neither did we hahaha
so we juz walked and walked
and we found it haha
THEN...
we went to the KFC near that area
haha latif and aziz made a "BOMB"
haha they put it at a phonebooth
wah lao u should have seen how much smoke there was
haha a few people saw us
hopefully they do not make a report
haha
ate and left
went to lavenda(not sure if this is how its spelled)
sewed my rank
met avery and went
we took a taxi to meet
jerald, huimin and elaine
we watched MR. Woodcock at Cathay
haha funny show but missed like the whole first part
haha
thn rushed home coz my bro called and said my mom and dad was back
got of the hook(luckily)
thats it
haha 2morro got school
sian sia

Yesterday...

sup people,
yesterday was kinda boring with a tinge of fun
lets see
went to church...
played pool after with angus and donavan for like wad 20 mins...
parents picked me up...
went to united square where i wasted my time...
went home...
decided to go catch balls of fury...
funny but storyline a bit...
maggie q is ...
haha met nick at plaza sing later that night...
he was watching balls of fury too...
haha i was sitting like one row infront of him and i still could hear him laughing...
haha...after the movie went home watched a bit of miami ink...
and knocked out on the couch...
haiz so thats yesterday for u

hmmm...

hey people,

lets see today was boring as hell
in class waiting for every teacher to come in
and in the end juz having a free period...
so sian sia
then after having free periods till like 1235
had NCC
wah so tired la did so much marching and all but considered slack
then we had a treasure hunt
haha...the treasure wad CANDY!!!
haha ate so much that i got so high i started jumping around
(im not sure whether i was high or juz my normal self)
then came home already...
sian-ness is my best company haha
haiz hope that this doesnt continue

i was taught a lesson from charis too..:)
it goes something like this
in life, we cant always stay stagnant.
we gotta keep movin' on.
thanks CHARIS :)

haha...
okay gtg now cya:)

GREAT NEWS

Hey guys,
guess wad...
drummer boy isn't quitting haha
predicted
actually not really but yeah
happened a few times already
haiz wads happening in this sociaty we live in?
friends are angry at there friends worse still bandmates and using the band
this people should not bring conflicts between bandmates in effecting the band
haiz
hope this is the last of it
hopefully it is

Boring

today is so boring i was chosen for some filmmaking workshop
we had a chance to play with the video cams and all
we had to write out our storyboard
and worse still is that we were in school from 9 in the morning to 4 in the evening
sian...
haha
haiz
really tired now so its time to hit the hay
haha
coz tomorrow also got the same thing
ahhhh....
cya

bad bad news

now FLD is a state of emergency

alvin tan(drummer boy) has juz quit
wtf
i dont know wadswrong but i think its gotta do with the fight jerald and alvin had juz now
jerald says he might be getting a new bassist or drumer but hopefully it willl be before exile
hope that this fight would not hurt their friendship...
haiz...

EOYs are over at last = )

Haha Never thought the day would come
but it did and i'm overjoyed
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so today i went to alvin's house to play soccer after the science papers
(physics was hard i had not time to finish)
(bio/chem was okay i had 10-15 mins to rest my brain)
so where was i?
Oh yeah...
played soccer at the multi purpose court with
avery, alvin, marcus, joash, brandon g, loudes and jerald
(haha guess wad we played at 1-2 so it wad f-ing hot)
after a few matches under the hot sun we decided to swim
(words cant explain how good that was)
the water was not as hot as the weather... thank god
we played this game where a person will sit on top of another persons shoulder and we were suppose to bring down the opposing team
haha loudes carried alvin while i was carried by avery wong a.k.a monkey boy
haha and guess wad the team of the ego man(alvin) and judo boy(loudes) were no match for the team animal- justice cow(me) and monkey boy(avery)
then came the team of marcus chan a.k.a marky and jerald (fat j)...obviously jerald was carrying marky...
and we still beat them haha...
then we turned to MARCO POLO... haha we were bored
at the start of the game jerald was the person that wad suppose to catch us
then alvin threw the ball at him so he became the person catching us
we all had our fair share of close in counters with alvin being "marco"
haha in the end avery set jerald up by holding jerald...
then we played water polo with a soccer ball i might add
haha it was fun
after that we headed up to alvin's hpouse for some PIZZA...mmmmm yummy
haha
and now i'm so damn tired my face is flastered and my mom is gonna kill me
haah thats all for now...
cya