so today was not bad?

went to meet donavan for shepherding at PP macs

erm... i guess the BIG MAN up there sent me a message through him

he asked me : " wad is Your motive for doing wad you did?"

hmmm.... im sorry for letting you down

haiz anyways yeah then headed down to school for outreaching

got 6 contacts today was kinda great

few that were responsive few that were like "reject, reject, reject"

will have to invite them for service

okay so then had NCC flag drills were not that bad

just that after a while your arm gets a little pain

then went home played soccer

and now im in front of this PINK laptop writing this

okay wads on the agenda tomorrow?

erm... will be in school from 9+ - 3+

after that i'm going running with the guys of NEB2

then off to CG

okay gtg now really hungry need to go find FOOD!!!

Its 11+ going to 12am

I'm thinking through some of the things ppl around me have sacrificed and what have i done for them?

I dont think ive given anything close to wad they have given to me

this is like an unfair trade just that it is extremely unfair not just on my part

but on their part for giving in to me so unselfishly its really mind boggling

i dont know wad i should do

does GOD have a verse for me?

all i can do is wait and think bout wad i can do to give back to them

i think thats the least i can do right?

thinking bout it life's getting tougher and tougher but i will pull through

its getting hard to handle my ministry with my school with my CCA

but i guess i have to think BIG and Dream BIG cos I have a BIG GOD

I shall have faith and stay strong nvr giving up so that I or We, NEB, would be able to achieve CG08

got so many things to say but so little time...

i gotta go sleep man but haiz...

i guess i ought to go cya in the morning BIG MAN

im gonna walk right with you, keeping my spiritual life strong

goodnight....

Botak Law
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Hello Hello

so so so,
im back from a whole day of walking, stopping, Shopping and more walking

missed the meeting with the guys today at ric's house really sorry bout that NEB

i will try my best to be there

anyways yeah

didnt buy anything though just now

i was like a shopping guide cum map of singapore

bring my uncle, auntie and cousin from London around singapore

now my feet hurts

and tomorrow i still have training

so yeah

anyways posts are coming out very soon and cant wait be it gd or bad

its just how u look at it

but yeah

so... yeah Marcus Hosea said the forbidden "C" word he promised he would not say

I'm gonna HUNT him down.... Roar!!!

anyways yeah erm... so meeting lumpy tomorrow for breakfast/ shepherding at PP macs

then at 12 will go to school for outreaching?

i dunno how we gonna do it but as wad DONAVAN said:

"WHEN THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY"

okay so tomorrow is gonna be another long long long DAY!!!

another day of SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT

okay gtg

"I'M GONNA GET YOU MARCUS HOSEA"

CYA PPL

Botak Law
out

Pioneering Isnt A Easy Job

Haiz just dawn on me that it wont be a bed of roses trying to get a St Gabriel's CG started.

But then again with a BIG GOD anything is possible

hardships will come and go but the ppl who fight it out will be the ones who will lead

i've never been so convicted before!

after that day when Marcus, Donavan, Sunny & Chee Hwee talked to me in the MRT station i felt a very very heavy burden.

My heart had nvr felt so heavy

i guess i caught their spirit

for all this time i have turn my back at you but from now on... I WILL NVR DO SUCH A THING AGAIN!!!

i will do wad i must and win the school

CG 08 is coming and we only have ppl in st gabs

i cant let this carry on!!!

the verses that marcus and sunny gave me really spoke to me last night while i was meditating on the word

1. 1 Corinthians 9: 26-27
2. Hebrews 12: 1-2
3. Acts 5: 38-39
4. Proverbs 28:9

These verse really spoke to me i hope that it would speak to u guys too

i gtg ill post again later i hope... haha

okay gtg cya take care

BOTAK LAW

So After 3 Camps...

I'm wiped out but i will persevere
faced lots of challengers along the way

so recently just had church camp
im super renewed and refreshed
can't wait to get back to school to get going

so pumped up i wanna AHHHHHH!!!
anyways yeah st gabs has a new convert
and his name is Shawn

so yeah he is our first step to growing st gabs and i guess ill be there to help and also make st gabs grow

just realised that donavan is actually carrying a lot of "load" and i dont mean FATS
i think its almost time for me to help him with some of the "load"

anyways yeah church camp was really enriching la never felt so a waken

wah sian sia marcus, sunny and lumpy forced me to tel them my crush
didnt have a choice so i did

anyways yeah then went for spec course fun and slacky haha was great fun la
enjoyed myself especially with the food yeah

saw lots of new faces and old ones too made new friends of the opposite gender but haha no new crushes hahah

okay okay lifes too short to talk bout nonsense

okay okay im back so yeah juz got home from dinner with my uncle, aunty and cousin from london

ate at the soup restaurant at royal plaza on SCOTTS road
so yeah erm... shit now i dunno wad i wanted to say just now

dunno la anyways yeah today was fun
i think in all the whole week was GREAT

and i think the next would be just as good

okay gtg now cya

BOTAK
SIGNING OUT

Parent- Teacher Meeting

Its tomorrow and guess wad?

my form teacher wants to meet my parents how bad can my last day be right?

haiz nvm...

so failed like 3 subjects?
English, Add Maths and Comb. Humanities

haha yeah anyways yeah so had this major carnival in my school today
wasnt really fun but then again i cant complain there were all kinda sights and sounds...
not much of sounds but lots of sight la

so yeah

okay gtg
dunno wad time my parents coming back but yeah

Marking Day y'all

OKay so
haha lets start from yesterday...
went to school for Chinese Listening Compre
completely useless but yeah no choice haha

so yeah went normally ended like in 30 mins
haha almost fell asleep cos of the air con haha
anyways dylan was sitting next to me and terence behind him yeah
chatted a bit bout wad we gonna do then yeah
decided to follow dylan to meet his "FRIENDS"
ahhaa yeah that "PLAYER"... forever like that
yeah
so went to primary school first but was denied entry into the school for some stupid reason
btw i was with Pierre yeah...

so decided to go to macs in united square to makan haha
egg mcmuffin hahah... pierre got filet o fish

yeah
met my tuition teacher there with his wife
was kinda surprise but yeah

then made my way to
kallang waited for like 30 mins for them
on the way raphael called
he wanted to come over so i said why not
he was on his way when he met Dylan and his "Friends"
hahhaa
koay so we took a long long long, hot hot hot and sweaty walk to kallang leisure
haha when we got there everything was like close besides KFC and the food court so the better choice would be....... obviously kfc

ate another round of food hahaha joke right haha i know
but tempted to eat la so no choice hahha

OH NO!!! got tuition in like 10 mins ahhhh.... havent take shower somemore die la

the main thing that i wanna say is that i spent like 20 bucks in 1 day totally retarded sia

okay gtg


cya will post somemore later